Sunday, July 14, 2013

A war within

The mind and heart once more waging its battle.  All weapons drawn..The mind just would not put up with the inconsistencies anymore even if the heart is willing to plead its case.  It is ready to take the bull by the horn and splatter its insides all over where it will no longer cease to operate.

You see the mind discovers things not normally seen by the heart.  It sees a lot and is poised to take action. When pain is just too much and it knows it can kill that pulsating blob, it has to cut off that part so as not to infect the whole being. Just like that scene in the movie World War Z..however painful, even if the part of the arm is severed, it has to be done to avoid the whole zombie virus from infecting the person.

And the heart somehow understands this predicament..it is somewhat willing to get parts of it cut even if it is rendered almost inert, almost incapable of what once had it beating so powerfully, so musically..it is even prepared to die than be the 'undead'.. for the mind has spoken, telling (no, demanding) that the heart relent this time. no excuses, no sentiments to offer as shield to the brain's firepower..

But of course, even if the heart does not wish to live a life like a zombie, it still would not just let go of the part that plays the pulsating rhythm so easily..at least not without a fight.

Whichever would prevail? Either one could win and another to lose or both can lose or win at the same time.