Sunday, October 16, 2011

erratic beat

at first you thought it was so well in its place. You hear it alright. Same pulsating rhythm, ticking and pumping the blood as it should.

Then all of a sudden the sound becomes less familiar..it's like you're hearing it for the first time or at least from a not so distant past from some far off lifetime. It just almost stops to make sense.. Has time really changed this much, you tell yourself.

The beat it seems turned erratic, not exactly sounding and feeling the same..will it ever revert to what it was or to go off somewhere else??

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Who knows??

How the rains took away the moment, when one can say the sky took the tears right out of my eyes..

It's a quiet sort of downpour, not really much but a slight pitter-patter but one that would leave its path soaking, wet & cold..

He would be off to a faraway land again, and the years would drag on and on like it never would. This last portion of the year that I am not sure I would look forward to but who knows??

Either time and distance can save the romance or leave us both to pine for something else..in any case we will always never know except by our hearts that beat in an endless crescendo..

Adele - Someone like you (OFFICIAL VIDEO LYRICS) HD Live from Brit Award...

Monday, October 3, 2011

Another Again..

yes..that title of this post is borrowed from a song of one of my favorite singers of all time - John Legend. It captures the moment as it is now.

Part of the lyrics pretty much sums up what's happening to us..

'So we did it again
Knowing we should quit it
But we simply won´t admit it
Again
Oh it feels so good, it´s so good but I won´t do it again
It´s so dramatic again
After we go at it we get mad then we go at it again
Oh I love it, then I hate it'..

The question is how long can we keep at it..surely there must be something that would either stop or prod us to go on..There are times when you simply want to say enough is enough and also on the same instant suddenly reverse your decision by the mere twitch of an eyebrow and the teasing twinkle of the eyes. And wham! you're again back to square one.. Like being pulled over by a cyclone either to carry us up high, to feel what heaven tastes like or to pummel us in full force both landing w/a loud thud on the ground -- with a sense of (make that no sense of) whatever..

Hard to define, even harder to explain but never to be apologized or excused for.. we just simply do it again.. and then Another Again..

John Legend - Another Again Music Video