Mix fix

just when you're starting to get swayed by the saccharine pronouncements, it was suddenly followed by a mildly bitter vitriolic barb you almost tasted bile. then the sweetness resumes, but this time it has a certain spiciness to it. the mix is what you're living with for close to a decade. it does intoxicate although at times it offers if not a discomfort some form of nausea before you're taken back to the exhilaration. makes one feel like a specialty cake on a blender - something to either enjoy or endure.