I Know It's Not Easy

Having me in your life is like a constant rush of adrenaline and a dash of placebo at the same time- - boosting one moment and stabilizing the next. I know, it’s not easy being me nor is it any easier being you while constantly falling for me. Years would remain witness to all our trepidations, the pitfalls we try so hard to get ourselves into..both taking risks. I know it’s not easy. Falling in love w/me for one thing is quite an insurmountable task. With my silly insecurities now and then, the slight immaturity and grating childishness, the tendency to keep asking questions. I know it’s not easy. But I know too that without me you’d miss those sweet tender affirmations of affection, the twinkle in my eyes and the heart that returns the smile from your own, those SMS in the morning laced in saccharine brilliance. Yes I know too the smile, the nod of appreciation you’ve shown at those moments that once passed will never return. and together we bask in all those things and more..even if yes, we know it’s not easy..